A self portrait while walking around the Village one afternoon.
I haven’t really been writing in a long time. I kind of miss it, I just don’t have a lot to say.
Right now I’m working on getting the next Startupcamp pulled together for this season (it’ll be shortly) for the Floor Four Ventures project for ITP.
I’ve been working at my firm again and debating next steps in my life. I’ve been kind of stagnant since graduating, and part of me wonders if it’s not, in part, because I stopped blogging.
I’ve been blogging since 1999. It coincides with high energy parts of my life, it coincides with getting things done, and it coincides with lots of achievement. I don’t know if there is correlation between writing and doing, but I find that I have much more impetus to engage with the world if I think that in turn there will be feedback.
I went through my photos a bit today, looked back over the past few years, saw a lot of socializing, and an abrupt drop-off of that starting in September of this past year. Since then, it’s been pretty socially quiet. My ITP friends seem to have scattered, and since I’m not a resident, I don’t get to see even the ones that are around, much.
Since aggregation in the ITP Alumni Blogblender I’ve been even more cagey than usual about writing about my life. I have wider dispersion of my writing with that aggregator (does anyone else have it in RSS like I do and avidly try to keep up on what their friends and other ITPers are up to?) which makes me somehow more cautious. Never mind that in 2001/2002 I capped out at around 1000 hits a day, never mind that this site was remembered for years afterwards (I’ve got lots of funny “hey, you’re that guy with the sign” anecdotes) but somehow I’m more cautious now than ever.
Maybe it’s because I’ve got more to lose? Or I got wiser as I got older? Or more cowardly? I don’t actually know, and the not knowing actually bothers me.
How many of THESE posts have I made – the ones swearing up and down that it’s a good idea for me to start writing again, where I talk about the things I want to do, etc?
Too many, I think. Too many to take myself seriously.
What’s most interesting to me right now is that using Foursquare and Last Night’s Checkins I can finally do what I always wanted to do when this first started, which is track what I do on a day to day basis and use that to create a sort of life-cast for myself.
I feel like I’ve gotten boring as I round the corner past 34 and a half. I need to fix that.
You only get to do this once, I am reliably told. May as well make the most of it, right?
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